Why'd This Shit Go Wrong

Maybe I oughta find a way
To find joy in the day to day
Maybe extravagance was too much to expect

I fear why do I fear it?
Line up all of this bullshit and
Somehow I'll believe in my own lies

Somehow I will extinguish
The fire burning distinguishing
All or nothing answering my prayers

And I was sitting here and thinking of living a life
But I ended up in panic instead
Counting down the minutes I got left alive
Thinking I'd be better off dead
And the answers came but who's to blame
All Along
But If I was right then why'd this shit go wrong?

We fought thought you would listen
Maybe the time and the distance
Will fix the broken parts
That seem to be in play

Word it how you would like to
yet there is no fun to fight through
The anti-personnel inside yourself

And you joke like it don't mean much
Yet we all seem to be stuck in
Groundhog day, or layaway, or middle life

And I was sitting here and thinking of living a life
But I ended up in panic instead
Counting down the minutes I got left alive
Thinking I'll be better off dead
And the answers came but who's to blame
All Along
But If I was right then why'd this shit go wrong?

You know man if life about losers and winners?
Why do I see so many losers winning?
Mind if I rant for a second?

Yeah man... do your shit

I'm a little tired of the
Wishing, waiting, hoping, dreaming
Lies, deceit, and all the cheating
People saying they are better,
All in all they really never really
Prove themselves
Mental health through feeding your ego

Finding meaning in the shallow,
Don't mean that you are hallow,
Sacred, and disgraced in your pretensions

And you'll probably find me full of crap,
And yes i'm white so I can't rap
So i'll just echo R.E.M. and say i'm at the worlds end
If I was right why'd this shit go wrong?

And I was sitting here and thinking of living a life
But I ended up in panic instead
Counting down the minutes I got left alive
Thinking I'll be better off dead
And the answers came but who's to blame
All Along
But If I was right then why'd this shit go

Fuck...

Wrong

Yes if I was right then why'd this all go wrong??
Yes if I was right then why'd this all go wrong??