Myself

I've tried and tried, but I've ran out of fight
I just wanna open my eyes and see the light
But honestly I've lost my sight
All I do is smoke and drink so maybe I'll go numb
Other time's I wanna take pills or maybe get the gun
Life used to be soo fun, but now I just wanna run
Life hit me in the face and left me stunned
I have a dad in my life, but he doesn't act like I'm his son
I've had my fair share of drugs
I'm only sixteen, but I've been through soo much
Yeah, it feels like I'm in my fifties
Most of the time I feel like I won't make it to the sixties
Is this life worth living or am I wasting time
People ask how I am and I say I'm fine
I walk around with a smile on my face
So people don't see my dark shadow
Yeah, it feels like I'm drowning but I'm only in the shallow
Pretty much every night of my life
I lay in my bed and repeat thing's in my head

Just because I love you, I can't love Myself
Say I want you
But your with someone else

Just because I love you, I can't love Myself
Say I want you
But your with someone else

We used to talk to each other, it's gonna be all ok
Please talk to me, why are you going away?
Wait, don't leave me
Sit down, drink some tea
Even though I'm sad and low, I need you to stay right with me
Your my world that won't change
Be with me forever so we can live together
Yeah, it's too much
My heart is crushed
I feel the pain inside of my heart
So leave me alone cause I won't be the same
Yeah, you are my queen
But every time you smile I feel the pain inside of

Just because I love you
My love won't be the same
Just because I love you
I'm heartbroken in everyway

Just because I love you, I can't love Myself
Say I want you
But your with someone else

Just because I love you, I can't love Myself
Say I want you
But your with someone else

Yeah

Yeah your with someone else



Credits
Writer(s): Hunter Mazar
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