This Time

What do you get when you look both ways?
World so cold, and the sky's so gray
And now I don't have a life to waste
Watch my pace, got a lot to say
Time slows, I just finished up my phase
Highs, lows, anything to bump my haze
I just stepped in rough terrain
My land now, I came to take the reigns
You may think they get the best of me
You may think they get the rest of me
This is too deep, they put the test on me
Gifts and curses what they blessed on me
Bad decisions, let 'em rest in peace
Had a little scissor, had to set them free
Too deep in, I had the stress on me
How much time would you invest on me?
This time, I got you where I want you, 'cause I have to
This time, I tried to get behind you, tried to find you
Where'd you go?
'Cause I like to feel your soul, shine a light through
Yeah, this time, that I got you, that's only something you might do
How do you know when you've done too much?
World gets cold and you've lost all touch
We get old and we turn to dust
Not much left in this world, just us
Broken hearts mend, no broke heart rusts
Blows in the wind, in the strong wind's gust
Gone once again, gonna take that bus
No more friends, not a soul to trust
You wanna go, but you just can't leave
We all got what we just don't need
I tried saying, but you just don't see
This whole world's turnin' into breeze
Dust in the wind, let it all go free
Stress in your head, let it all on me
Pressed to the next, take it all full speed
How much time did you invest in me?
This time, I got you where I want you, 'cause I have to
This time, I tried to get behind you, tried to find you
Where'd you go?
'cause I like to feel your soul, shine a light through
Yeah, this time, that I got you, that's only something you might do
What do you get when you look both ways?
World so cold, and the sky's so gray