Lessons

I'm at it once again, I don't know where to start
I hope I stop before it all comes apart
I thought I conquered this, I thought I fixed myself
Repeat the same mistakes, it all goes to hell

I did my best to leave my scars in the past
I never thought that they'd come back, but
I've come too far to bleed out here in the streets
They'll never take what's left of me

But this time I won't dwell on my mistakes
Swallow my pride and cast aside the shame
I know I'm (hard) to deal with sometimes
But you already know that, forgive me for my mind

So round and round we go in circles till I fall
I learned my lessons but I forgot them all
I face the jury but the verdict is the same
I plead my case but I just can't clear my name

I know that I'm human
But I can't stand the things I do to you
So I will try to fight
I promise you we'll make it out alive
It's for this, trying to fight these flaws of mine
I struggle to stop the monster in my mind

But this time I won't dwell on my mistakes
Swallow my pride and cast aside the shame
I know I'm (hard) to deal with sometimes
But you already know that, forgive me for my mind
Forgive me for my mind
Forgive me for my mind
Forgive me for my mind
Forgive me for my mind

I won't dwell on my mistakes