The Lizard

Even lizards change
So hard to change the lizard
Or the lizard brain

Coincidentally I'm constantly inconsistent
I probably be acting different
I'm currently on a mission
Not vacant but I be tripping
No satan them demons gripping
Temptation be so persistent
Bringing me so much friction
It's fire I'm in the kitchen
To lift it I need a mitten
The heat
Need a solution
Bifocals help me to focus whenever I need to zoom in
Like Dwayne Wayne and Whitley
Dwayne needed a union
That may be the blue print
To building something to move in
Sometimes we grow apart
I get it shit get hard
You feeling left in the dark
Like we missing a spark
But let me shed some light
If all you know is the light
How you gon see the stars
Huh
Im just reflecting
Been focused on my reflection
That's something I been obsessed with
Be honest it got me stressing Guessing for some direction
Desperate for some connection
But you always in the answer Whenever I start to question
There you are

I get so deep that I be lost in my own thoughts
Gone like I dosed off skull with the bones crossed
Sometimes I flip like a coin toss
I use my head and still land on my tail
I be tryna get on track and I still be off the rails
Im just tryna deal they probably think I'm off a pill
That's my own fault
Only if I could boast my train of thought
I ain't gotta be in the box like a rent a cop
But you like my Friday
Remind me of the weekend
Whenever it's a weak day
You can make the weak end
And save me from myself
You know I never ask for help
You can see when I'm in hell
I don't gotta waste my breath
And you be there for me
And I appreciate
Thought it doesn't seem
You the last to give up
And the first to believe
You the first one here
And the last to leave

Dragons were inspired by lizards and fire
Through the flames they arrived
By the flames they retire