Still

I look out the window
See the world pass me by
It all moves so fast
When you're standing still

I try to look ahead
But the past holds me back
My life is paralyzed
By the thoughts held still

And sometimes I wonder
If I'll ever find a meaning
And sometimes I wonder
If I'll ever feel again

I walk in the shadows
Keep my eyes down and low
No need to look far
When you're standing still

I see so many smiles
But I know they're not for me
No one notices you
When your eyes are still

And sometimes I wonder
If I'll ever see the sun light
And sometimes I wonder
If I'll make it through the night

And it's so hard
When you're trapped by fear
I can't let go
I don't want to be here
And every day
Is a struggle to survive
I've lost all meaning
What is it to be alive
And so I drift
Without a sail
Going nowhere
Standing still

Still
My thoughts are still
You don't think too much
When you're standing still

Still
My eyes are still
You don't see too much
When you're standing still