Why

I make my way inside
Immersed in my own dread
Trying to understand
How things got out of hand
Between you and me

When nothing else makes sense
I lie awake in bed
My thoughts turn to you
But there's nothing I can do
To bring you near me

And I find it so hard
To go on with my day
I'm searching for answers
What made you go away
I'm filled with despair
And far beyond repair

And every night I kneel and pray
For things to get better
But everyday I'm more convinced
That nothing lasts forever
And what's the point in trying
When it all comes to an end
I thought that you were better than that
I thought you'd always be my friend
And it's so hard
When you don't even know
The reasons why

When I close my eyes
The past becomes so clear
Subtle conversations
Childish flirtations
Between you and me

I wish I could sleep
But sorrow keeps me here
Nothing's understood
Wishing if I could
To bring you near me

And it's more than the pain
That undermines my day
I'm searching for reasons
What made you go away
I'm filled with despair
And far beyond repair