Never Land

I had dreams of getting back to Trinity road
Where my mother lives currently living alone
While I was gone I called momma she answered her phone
And said I'm calling more then usual laugh in her tone
She being honest I'm being modest while I'm away
Made friends up high in the lowest of place
I prolly prayed more than ever when I was away
I lost so many things on that trip so let me explain
I have a woman well had a woman
That's another story for another day
That's how I use to be with emotions I never say
I Tried to problem solve with jack and we made it okay
But then I thought about my actions and saw that I'm great
Not the problems that I have or hair on my face
I saw the inner me and God standing close like
He guardin' me and chose the star player who playin this game
Who knowin my fate

Cause I done seen it all
I done seen women posted on the wall
I've seen people shaking bags but I'm not involved numbers comin' then I solve
I was known for making moves not the one who stall
Now I'm staring out the window and my mind eased
Flight attendant wanna talk but I hand her to leave
Overlooking on my city thinking I'm the man
At the same time wishin that I would never land

Conversations with the big homie cloo
He told me "doing the right thing is what you gunna do
You living proof that you can struggle in the storm
And at the same time see it through"
Because of that I never failed when tryna pursue
Santiago gave advice that I never forget
He told me "Life can be a barrier made out of brick
But when you Knock that thang down it feel like a stick
So don't you ever choose to quit just promise me this"
And I never did truly I'ma master every challenge that I get
On the road to riches trust me you gone lose in a bet
But it's not about the times you get hit
But about the times you challenge the threat
In this life you gotta live cause you never reset
And you gotta take your turn like playing Russian roulette
It's a gamble in this life so have luck on your side
And if you got that mustard seed plant it down and it rise

Cause I done seen it all
I done seen women posted on the wall
I've seen people shaking bags but I'm not involved numbers comin' then I solve
I was known for making moves not the one who stall
Now I'm staring out the window and my mind eased
Flight attendant wanna talk but I hand her to leave
Overlooking on my city thinking I'm the man
At the same time wishin that I would never land

Wishing that I never land
Im just wishing that I never land