Neck Sprain

I let my fear eat me out in the dark
I sprained my neck in the backseat of that car
They let the backwind hit you when it matters, you wait so long
Sit there on a platter, waiting for a day
For some song to wash you clean, yup, you know what I mean
You don't wanna hear it but it will not get easier
You show up freezing, icy like, icy a dime
I see the point in trying harder when you breeze through
I wanna be more, I wanna be more like the best you
And not stress you, and still test you out
Icy like a dime, I see the point in trying harder when you breeze through
Caught me looking viscous in the mirror I had no clue
And that's old news

I see you before that, hi
couldn't even look me in the eyes, at least I tried
I didn't wanna get that high
Where is the discipline? where is the regimen?

I've seen 22 times up in the past year, you let the past steer
You let it grip you by and throw round the room
You let the whole thing throw you like a hurricane, tossed you out
That's when it goes, into another day
Tuesday turned into two weeks, I can't let them see me sheepish again
Let them see me screaming, my head is gone

I let the fear eat me out (do this every day)
I let it do what it wants, take me down (so far have had the best of my life like 21 and miserable)
I don't know what I've been waiting for this time (got an occupation so)
I don't know what I think I got inside my mind, that's not inside of yours (time up, then times up)
My inner voice is mean and I try to break the core (I let the fear eat me out, I let the fear eat me out)
I try to do good (I didn't ever see the end or the beginning so (I just, I just) come on, I'm 21 and miserable)

I let the fear eat me out in the dark
I sprained my neck in the dark night at that bar
I let the movies tell me how to do things, I let it go
Watch out for my mood ring
Do it for a show, for some song they'll never sing
But I stay looking clean, even if I'm ten tiers down
I'm above you