Yellow

Pick up the pieces and patch me up
I don't need an escape from the aqueducts
Let it rain, let it pour on my eye bags
I need an escape from the drylands

But where I stand feels like quicksand
And where you stand feels like out the door
Push away when I ask for more
I lost what I was searching for
And I need you now

Need a minute
Need some closure
Need to drown

Never simple and it never was
Was it any good was it ever love
See you build it up just to tear it down
And I can't breathe when you're not around
Can't believe you didn't make a sound
And I wasn't ready for the lost and found

And i'm thankful for the love you gave to me
I'm thankful for your thoughts and memories
I'm thankful for the time we had to be
I'm hoping in the future

We can see
You're my yellow

I wish I'd stop putting myself out there without reciprocation
I wish my feelings would stop flaring out during summer vacation
I wish I wasn't so sensitive about the way we talked
I wish I'd stop barking up trees without chalk

I need some reassurance on whether or not we're wasting our time
I need some fucking clearance of mins
I need you by my lonely tonight

I said I need you by my lonely tonight
You're my 2 am animal fry
You're my pocket flashlight when i'm harder to find
You turn my water to wine

And when i'm finished with replenishment you bring me back down
And I love it when you're not around cause
I don't feel the pressure of my heartbeat's sound

I hate it when you're away
I hate the fact that I can't get the words to say

When i'm really going through it
Thought you knew it but you couldn't
Cause we don't talk like that

Haven't seen you at the top of my dome like a starter cap
Cause I don't see the need to feel like it's cap
But I need you by my lonely tonight