Jester

Life and death
Is acceptance and regret
Pop in a cassette
Tape of my moments
In which I cherish
Heresy
To the glass heart in me
So uncertain withdraw the curtain
Wondering when I'll be free
Of this disease
That's inside of me
But it's in my genes
So maybe if I leak
It will leave me be

Never safe nor sound
Alone with a fate of demons dragging me down
As soon as I've been found
Corrupted soul
Prince of darkness crown
Partly heartless clown
To these chains I've been bound
Crusade brings another casualty
Inside of me
Another man down

Contradictions
Self harm afflictions
Mental illness
Indisposition

I'm In this position
Where happiness is Such a distance
Throw myself farther back by reminiscing

I'm missing these memories
Where I felt like I was living
Shedding skin
Pulling teeth
Pleasure pain seems to bring

Black roses in a bouquet
Color fades away
Black pedals
All shedding
I'll settle for the easy way
I don't wanna feel a single thing
Catch me smiling on my grayer days

Let's flip the page move onto the next chapter
I'm a tragic mishap of a disaster
I find myself to be Scattered like a mirror I've shattered
I'd rather not gather myself back together because Either way
I'd find myself mangled and severed
Tangled to a knot
To a scene I've treasured
Things I remember
Moments that lasted
An eternity entirely for the time being



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Palma
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