Stranger

When I was a little boy, I was different
When I was a little boy, I was gifted
They were twisted they tried to tear me down, but I was lifted
They tried to make me feel like a clown, I was shifted
I was moved I improved I grew I flew up
Arose from all the ashes but I still make screw ups
See I was a little Jewish boy getting bullied
A little Jewish boy with Tourette's no one knew me
See they picked on me made fun of me tried to act and be funny to me
Made me wanna cry and just die inside it was very lovely
Made me wonder why maybe tie the noose
And just say goodbye to life in itself cause I was deserted and bruised
It never got to that point but you see my point
A kid can feel alone in this world like there's no voice
But when the voices in your head make you feel
Like there is no choice you don't rejoice you feel like a stranger

Day one on this earth I was guilty as hell
I had some dreams I was plotting but nobody could tell
Every day I go to school I try to fit in well
But I knew that I had some albums to sell
I started writing and fighting all the hatred that's on my name
I made a few singles and got a little taste of the fame
I knew my bars could put all of these other rappers to shame
I saw some dollar signs come in with that hard work for me to claim
I've always been a stranger boy
This mic and my voice are my enchanted toys
I want to make a difference I want my life to be enjoyed
But how can I do that when I'm just a boy

But there's somethin special inside me
And it's coming out very timely day one writing songs
I knew that the fame would find me
It'll find me too, I know that the world is tiny
And that I can be on top of it all if I keep grinding
Well that's what we'll do, I'll come up right next to you
And all the haters now know that they ain't got a clue
They are screwed they will lose abused misused no boos
And maybe in my lifetime Ill make a change or two
So how do we fit in to this damn corrupted society
We don't that's the point we go off like it's sobriety
Anxiety they're trying me internet is the rivalry
It don't matter that we're different it's better when there's variety
Trust me keep your head up the futures bright and it's all I see
There's a little voice inside me
He comes out when i'm writing these
I try so hard to fight it but yet I feelin so outside of me
No one has seen this side of me, I'm lost and no ones finding me
Sometimes, I feel like a stranger