My First Time

Yeah
I'm losing it
My mind
My lungs
Are dying
I'm losing it
Listen
My mind
Okay I never used to smoke
(I didn't)
Until about sometime last year
May or November
I can't really remember
My lover was a stoner
She was always on some loud
I tried to make her stop
That she was moving with the crowd
I wasn't proud
She knew that she was killing herself and she didn't stop
I never really understood the word, Addiction
I never really understood the word, Love
How it made me do
What I promised that I wouldn't
I'm becoming a smoker, because I tried to change another
Well it's not the first time but this night
Was first, that I got high
I'm puffing on the Loud
Like 2 puffs and 3 puffs
My heart stopped beating
I'm coughing
(coughs)
Looking for the drink that I kept on the table
Then I realized I couldn't find my hands
Or my fingers, I was floating in sky
Signs of me being high
Nearly thought that I'd die
Then I started confessing
Even started saying Shit
That was very depressing
Then she started touching me
Next thing I knew, we were sexing
High sex, goddamn mehn that shit was amazing
I'm all bout the truth
Know my girlfriend gon listen
So I better change the topic
My love is very toxic
So I broke up with the chick
Not once but a lot of times, I don't want no beef
If I ever cared about you, then I still do
That's just me
I am love, so I always give it out
Thank God I found a new girl
Who is better than my last girl
Very tall, nice tits, hair like an African-American
A true beauty
I'm so proud having someone that don't nag
All she ever do is love
I'm her first, so she never had a past
And she promised I'ma always be her last
I'm soo scared that I'ma cheat
I'm a man and its a curse
Ima' try my very best
To be the kind of man my dad wasn't
I hope my music breaks records
I hope I get a Grammy and
A place to call my house, In every continent
They tell me I'm so confident
Looking in the Mirror, see a nigga with regrets
Lost my virginity at age 13 to an aged 19
Mehn I hit the pussy good
That she even urinated on my bed
I don't know, was it squirt? or was it pee?
I could never understand
But I wish I gave it up to somebody
That I loved
Yeah
I'm pissed
I'm pissed
I'm pissed
I'm pissed by a lot of things happening
Sitting in my room and imagining
What happened to my peers?
And what happened to world
Why we killing ourselves?
Why we jealous of success
I'm the greatest in Nigeria
But see no need to stress
When it's time I'm gone be known
Mehn I know a lot of people
But these people wouldn't help
How I have a lot of friends
But the ones I do not know
Keep supporting me
Fans turning family
This my second Album
If you listening then understand
I could make a million songs
I am never satisfied
I'm what you call a Rap-aholic
Okay my time is ticking
Knowing I could die anyday
But in the mean time
I'm doing what I love, it's okay
Look I ain't really have a lot
But all I have is what I need
And my mommy working hard
To put the food up on the table
Cause my daddy doesn't care
He was richer in the past, could afford exotic cars
All he ever knew was scamming
He was making millions of it
It's kinda funny but my daddy telling me to Scam
There's a part of me that wanna
There's a part of me that can't
I just wanna make enough and know my family okay
So when I have my own family
I'd take them to the moon
Shit I'm happy
I'm lying
I'm happy
Your fake
Unhappy, Stop lying
Last time I got stopped by SARS
I got slapped in the face
I'm innocent
The whole Nigerian system a disgrace
Always asking us for money or
We end up in the blogs
Labelled as a criminal
The real criminals for real are the Government
They steal and they kill if it benefits their cause
Well of course, we divided in Nigeria
So nobody talking
I wish Fela was alive
A real man did the music from his heart
Nowadays everyone just riding waves
Only do it for the money
But I do it for the streets and
The people who can't see
Let me be your ears and mouth
I'ma speaker the greater truth
I'ma keep on getting better
Need to inspire the youths
Happiness a state of mind
Money happiness is only temporary
It don't matter, you gon leave it when you die
Can you stop fucking around and
Keep your dick between your legs
Treat your woman with respect
Don't you ever beat a woman
Even if she disrespects
Move your mind away form social media
That shit a lie
I can teach you all I know
I won't stop until yall grow
God told me I'm a Gift
So I leave you with this Present
I reside in the future I'm Drims
I'm Drims
I'm Drims
I'm special