Change

Im always so forgiving
Am i trippin or slipping this love got me spinning
For you i go hard but you give me division
Im showing you heights but you blind to the vision
Give me a minute just listen to me
I show my emotions you ready to flee
Refusing to see that the spazzing is triggerd
By your careless ways when you loving me
Yea
I see ya roaming eyes
Am I just not enough
Am i not the prize
You can see a new bitch say she mighty fine
Peel her back show her soul and she really dying
She wont cover your back the same way as I
Go against the whole world like its do or die
You can say thats its me i can say thats it you
We talking for points but not listenening through
You can be such a pain. And im matching you
But im only a pain cause you blocking my truth
I cant even express nothing comfortable
Walking round like its eggshells
Throughout the room
I cant voice my opnions you pick and choose
When the words that i say hold some weight to you
Now Im left in my feelings that your never feeling emotions
Run high like a fever to children
Aint no comprehending you stuck in your ways
This a lost cause cause you aint down for change
I cant take no more pain so im breaking the frame
Put rest to all commotion running my brain
Switch up my lane cause im so fed up
Take a look in my eyes I done had enough
Now im numb to the core i cant give a fuck
Hope the next one you get down for feeling stuck
Its Dutch

How many times do eye forgive The little thangs
It might be simple to explain
But eye refuse to take the Blame
All these emotions got me Trapped within a frame
Deems like the more we paint This picture
Eye can see how much we Changed

You took forever to notice that Eye was there
Had me confused on if this was More than a shortened affair
So eye played a position close to Be fair
Although my heart took the Bulk of all your emotional Snares
Never knew it could get to What one could bear
Eye just want the remaining for Us to open and share
But your hesitating not Showing you care
Aint inviting the notion that We a comfortable pair
You been hurt before eye know Thats what you thinking
Eyem a man with heavy Baggage that change emotions Like seasons
That aint a reason to cut me off Like eyem thieving
When everytime we debating You at the door yelling leave Then
Its a choice we still waiving for Debted gain
Took too many lossess to Forget the stain
Left with no option but selling Cocain and jane
Pulling pistols on others Starving not knowing they feel The pain
Tired and starvings a Combination for chains
Dont matter
Shackles and coffin all of the Same
Did the impossible no one Though eye would change
But you believed in me often so Eye refrained
To take away any lessons Meant to be gained
All eye know is my thoughts Aint the same
Heard the lies and wont fall for the fame
Its not a path if we walking in Different lanes
Tempers flaring inflamed
Aint no consequences to temp Fade the mental
Foot to the floor aint no brake In line just a pedal
Rye hold you high on a Pediastal like a set up
Swear eye done lied to you so Much that eye cant get up
But if you give me a shot to Balance the scales
Pass-tie-or fail- eye wont Backslide or let up
Never been- to-blind-sided to see us
Far from thinking that love is Just lies, crying, and beat ups Fr