I'm Good

Woke up from my bed
And I been slumbering lately
And I ain't even tired
I mean it
Just coping with reality
By slipping into dreams
And chasing them like I am meek mill
My life been at a stand still
And yet still
I'm spilling word vomit
To make room inside my stomach
When it knots
With all this bull shit
Ra Ra quotes
That I been feeding me
Saltier than Campbell's
Alphabet soup Ouu
Guzzle down my pride
Put a muzzle on my jealousy
Learn a couple things
With this constant meditation like
Heaven-sent shortcuts
Really just devil speak in this life
And I swear on my life
That if nothing is left
I got me on my side
Like and AR-15
I spit 16's instead
And I'm lead to believe
Black trauma ammunition when you rapping
So I take another nap
And I just act like nothing happened

I swear its nothing
I drink it away and Im waiting for something
To take all this pain
I'm feeling exhausted
Drained
Im looking for ways
Out of my labyrinth
Swear Im good
I swear Im good
I swear Im good
I swear Im

Dealing with myself only way I know
Hide it from the people that I keep real close
And then put it in a song cover up with a metaphor
Facade falling down like its London bridge
Disaster turn to Childs play and have you singing along
This that karaoke from the soul and I ain't seeking sympathy
Simply put emotions into simple terms for simpletons
Who give up dividends for the problem I been giving them (Ouuu)
Like its simple math
Subtract the heavy chest and add the money back
Cash ain't the solution
But my mind filled with pollution
So recycle all the logic that I heard when I was young
Gimme green gimme cheese gimme assets
Rather cry with a Franklin in my balance
Gimme green gimme cheese gimme assets
Rather cry with a Franklin in my balance nigga

I swear its nothing
I drink it away and Im waiting for something
To take all this pain
I'm feeling exhausted
Drained
Im looking for ways
Out of my labyrinth
Swear Im good
I swear Im good
I swear Im good
I swear Im

You always wanna talk all that shit
Like I never tell you anything
And then I
I do and then you just
Oh I don't know what to do
So what's the point
I swear
Its like you just
You just wanna be there for no reason
Like get the fuck outta my way my nigga
I swear to God

Keep myself busy perfect way to dodge the trauma
Like the way I dodge my momma
Since I never really text her
Or the the friends I met in college
When they ask to hit a party
Drink the liquor 'til Im starving
But I'm caught up in this room
In my feelings like im Marvin
This a game of self awareness and I know I never drown
'Cause they throw me in the water
Now they peep that Im the Lochness
'Cause they tryna lock the doors
Figure out that I'm a locksmith
I'm tryna get rid of myself
Like I'm Will Smith Inside of Gemini
A gem in everything I've written
But at what cost
All my loved ones say that there's love lost
Because I never open up
Or always put it to the side
Like I ask for ride or dies
When my life a kawazaki
And I'm cooked like it hibachi
But the progress keep on coming
Since Mr. Cisum
AR IMP I must prevail nigga