Sail

This is how I show my love
I made it in my mind because
I blame it on my BPD baby
This is how an angel cries
I blame it on my own sick pride
I blame it on my BPD baby
I blame it on my
I blame it on my
I blame it on my
I blame it on my
I blame it on my

Sail
Sail
Sail

BPD
PTSD oh
It suffocates me
No don't you dare come near me
Romantically
I'll taste you then spit you out
But want to keep you so badly
See I am false
But I try to be true
I'm dynamite
So they talk about free will like we have it
Then why don't I have a choice
To be living with this debilitating disease
Cause I'll taste you
And I'll spit you out
And I will fight you to keep chasing me
Because I need to be wanted
I need to be loved
I need to be needed
Everything that I wasn't
Because I was dynamite
But see how can a vulnerable 3 year old develop
When her needs are not being met
And how am I still that twenty eight year old
Three year old vulnerable child whose needs are not being met
And why the fuck are people still leaving me
Because I am dynamite
I am dynamite
I am dynamite
I will never forgive him for leaving
I will never forgive them for not giving me what I needed
And nothing makes that easier
And you can give me
Pills smokes and weed
Pills smokes and weed
Pills smokes and weed
But it will never help my mind rewind a lover dead in my arms
Or my friend murdered in a suburb close to me
PTSD no don't you dare come near me because it is suffocating
Because now I am always a ticking time bomb
To myself
To her
To him
To to you
I am false
But I want to be true
Help me I am dynamite

Sail

Maybe I should cry for help
Maybe I should kill myself
I blame it on my BPD baby
Maybe I'm a different breed
Maybe I'm not listening
So blame it on my BPD baby

Blame it on my
Blame it on my

Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail

Sail with me into the dark
Sail with me into the dark
Sail with me into the dark
Blame it on my
I blame it on my

La la la la la
La la la la la ooh



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Richard Bruno
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