After All

I'm living in a world I know I don't belong

I know that I was never alone, everyone here helped me build my throne
But somehow I am still here on my own
I'm beginning to think about everything that took it's part on me
I've been falling asleep and dreamed about these days where I felt free

Yet is it so hard to believe
So hard, so hard
When my body's ready to leave
But after all, but after all

But after all there's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all and I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be
But after all, after all

I know that I was never taught how to fight my fears in all my thoughts
So this river is impossible to cross
I'm beginning to think about all these years where I felt so wrong
And I can't fall asleep living in a world I know I don't belong

Yet is it so hard to believe
So hard, so hard
When my body's ready to leave
But after all, but after all

But after all there's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all and I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be
But after all, after all

It doesn't matter how loud I will scream 'cause the perfect life is just a dream
I believe that nothing's as it seems
It doesn't matter how far I will run, I realize that I'm still fucking young
And our actions cannot be undone, they cannot be undone

But after all there's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all and I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be
But after all, after all

But after all there's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all and I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be
But after all, after all