TBT (Throwback Trill)

Get this, I wrote this when I was like, 15? 16?
Just a little self reminder that I came a long way
And I've gotten through every obstacle in my way, I'm not stopping now
Listen

I had love for that girl, she used to be my whole world
Don't know what happened now she ain't even my homegirl
I knew her since 6th grade
Saw her yesterday
Said hey
She don't even remember my name
Kinda felt bad and had a flashback from back then
Back to middle school, back to when she was my girlfriend
Thought her best features were her eyes and her smile
Wasn't a creep but she caught me starin' at her for a while
She'd be like, Pauly what you starin' at boo?
I'd be like nah I'm just looking, and thinkin' 'bout you
She was missin' pieces to the puzzle
It wasn't a question why, we were perfect in my eyes
I was mesmerized
When in love you'll feel it
Even if you just reached it
Without a doubt you'll feel like a real right achiever
Beautiful no filter
When we broke up I missed her
Kept it real with me always, and she kinda funny
She never complained never asked me for money
Got her somethin' and heard aww, you ain't have to do this honey
Now I'm not tryna get back with you
'Cause I finally realized you and I not compatible
I used to ask my bros was I a BooBoo?
She missin' out on who did her right, she was the fool
Love can be twisted, choose wisely who you be with
You might become an animal, and you won't even see it

I'm on my fresh in the building shit
I go 0 to 100, P-Trilly shit
Please don't be truly fake but actin' real and shit
Or I'll show you how dangerous a real na get
Ain't much ns I'm callin' bros dude
'Cause you never know if they plottin' to turn on you
Your money time and heart, girls to breakthrough
Until I see any different I'm just speakin' the truth
Or rather I'm speakin' my experience
Made you fell in love with 'em got you feelin' delirious
Dub you for another na, leavin' you furious
Now a nigga stuck tryna figure out how to deal with it
Here's one: stack your money
This music shit, ain't no joke, nowhere near funny
My name P-Trill, youngin' brighter than a Huxtable
Never try to challenge me I'll turn you to a lunchable
To be honest I was in a car accident
I was layed on the floor thinkin' my life would end
I thought damn I need to see my family face again
Haters mad cause we back, gettin' it in
Waterbend the way I flow right now
They be on me, and they ain't even known, like wow
Ain't the end for me I'm in the zone right now
If there's levels, I'm a Pharaoh and they low right now
This youngin' get to paper more than old heads, they hate it
I learned from my folks stay positive, be shameless
Sometimes I doubt my success I asked will I make it
Wanna be one of the best, spot's open till I take it
Ever since I was a little kid
Every single dream I had, I kept it big
Somehow negativity, found its way around
Focused on ascendin' ain't gonna get brought down
At times I might think, looking back on my life
Reminiscin' the choices I made that's wrong or right
Friends close enemies close I hold my family tight
I'm workin' hard to make sure my folks, have a good night
Never forgot where I'm from, a na harder than rocks
Started from the bottom, now I'm way up on top
I wake up, and stay up, and lay up and get guap
Any fakes acting real, I'ma need all y'all to stop
I'm startin' to feel like music fuelin' my emotion
Never let my money change me, that's my motto that's the notion
Only way to get a drop on me, is if you low blow
Now my heart, is colder than a froyo
Used to have major dreams, like Martin Luther King
To be a baller, artist, cartoonist or police
I was taught to treat others how they should treat me
Now I'm puttin' my all into these songs, under 18

Me and TK keep it a trill, we all hold it down
I'ma list all my haters then I cross 'em out
My handle makin' ns dance, like Bobby Brown
I'm a ref, you get unruly you go outta bounds
Na take candy from babies 'cause ns lost they hoe
Shit oh well, that ain't none of my business though
Tokyo Kings should be, placed in the Guiness
We young ns on our grind, workin' hard tryna get it
Got my hoodie on Artist, I hope y'all feelin' me
Number 1 for top 2, 5 stars instead of 3
Feelin' like God blessed me I ain't even gotta sneeze
Don't ever be afraid to say what's on your mind, speak

Like I said in the beginnin', I wrote that when I was like 15-16
Now that that's over, we can get back to business



Credits
Writer(s): Paul Valentine
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