My Head

I bet my head is full of smoke
I bet my heart is full of ashes
Outside the autumn wind it blows
I know
It delivers my false message to the masses

The songbird whistles for a while
Until his time for living passes
Like him I'd hum and fake a smile
Although
I'm only searching for the path that ends the fastest

Come find me
If you dare to
If you'e scared
I know just the place
Don't hide things
It's unfair to
If you cared you'd
Lie to my face

The wild world's a written book
Open for all the eager students
I give the pages all a look
Although
Every chapter just reminds me what I've ruined

I am the sum of all I've took
And even more the love I'm losing
Goddamn the way blue earth shook
So slow
When my ears were open to the bitter music

And I put me
On the wayside
For the waste you
Knew I'd become
But you don't know me
All the pain I've felt
The taste I have grown to love
My head is filling up

So it goes
Around my head in fact it's
Haunting me to say
So it goes
Around my head in fact it
Haunts me everyday

I bet my head is full of smoke
Bet all the money that I've wasted
I bet the hammer swinging low
Oh no
No room for running
Says my head
It's time to face it