no.nu.messages

I told you that we're done, staring at the ceiling from the sky
You forced it out of me, this went much better in my-
I like to be alone too much, some would say
Voices in my head running relay

Mood moving like a ballet duet
Beautiful for you, I reckon
Beautiful for you, I reckon
Watching 'til the concrete sets in

I used to want it all
I laugh about it now
Scared to lose the light when it's fading
Now I dance in the darkness

Can't you see me? I'm up (I'm up)
Watch you fade away
The fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here?
Minutes from nowhere? (Uh)

For now, you're feeling waves, look, no, nothing's saved
Still, I'm losing time, keep tryna hit play
Felt light climbing, capsizing
Dark shadows on my silver lining

Just me now I turn away from
Fuck, I'm selfish in it
I know you think it, but still you fell for me, fell for me, fell for me
I got nothing else, but you're still with me, still with me, still with me

Heard that a boy drowned
Screamed it all, but no sound
Hit something, must be the ground
I'm falling through and I'm jaded

Blue lights, but they're late
Eyes glazed, I won't change
Walk through myself in this maze
How'd you get here? I'm amazed

Said it at the same time
Running on some lost time
Pushing through the headlights
Who you gonna be now?

I be making waves as I'm reaching for the next sky
Everything, everything I'm done prayed
She could never see it in the same light
I'ma stay here 'til the sun up, I'ma be here one more night

Ain't breathed out in a couple years
And I'm finna move back to the west side
She gone play like it ain't me
The silence heavy 'til we catch eye
Need to keep going 'til I'm back home
Until I start thinking 'bout next time, next time (yeah)

Thing is, I don't really care that much anymore
Don't swear that much anymore, don't text back much anymore
I'm just calm, don't really care for anything much
I let it fall, I turn around, it's all behind glass, what's even yours?
She say she mine, I've heard that all before (I used to want it all)

Your words perfectly chosen
You were so closed, you were open to me (I laugh about it now)
Lights off, but it's open
That long call to the trenches (scared to lose the light when it's fading)
The sky falls and I bench it (now I dance in the darkness)

I don't really care that much anymore
Don't swear that much anymore (can't you see me? I'm up)
Don't text back much anymore (watch you fade away)
I'm just calm, don't really care for nothing much
I let it fall, I turn around (the fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here?)
It's all behind glass, well, what's-, what's even yours? (Minutes from nowhere?)

Your words perfectly chosen
You were so closed, you were open to me (uh)
Lights off, but it's open
That long call to the trenches, the sky falls and I bench it (bench it)
Sky falls and I bench it

Pushed you away and blamed you, what an easy lie
Zoomed out to the truth
Don't believe what you hear
Walls closing in on this booth