no.nu.messages

I told you that we're done, staring at the ceiling from the sky
You forced it out of me, this went much better in my—
I like to be alone
Too much, some would say
Voices in my head, running relay
Mood moving like a ballet duet
Beautiful for you, I reckon
Beautiful for you, I reckon
Watching till the concrete sets in

I used to want it all
I laugh about it now
Scared to lose the light when it's fading
Now I dance in the darkness
Can't you see me? I'm up (I'm up)
Watch you fade away
The fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here
Minutes from nowhere? (Uh)

For now, you're feeling waves
Look, no nothing's saved
Still I'm losing time, keep tryna hit play
Felt light climbing, capsizing
Dark shadows on my silver lining
Just me now I turn away from
Fuck, I'm selfish in it
I know you think it, but still you
Fell for me, fell for me, fell for me
I got nothing else, but you're still with me
Still with me, still with me
Heard that a boy drowned
Screamed it all, but no sound
Hit something, must be the ground
I'm falling through and I'm jaded

Blue lights, but they're late
Eyes glazed, I won't change
Walk through myself in this maze
How did you get here? I'm amazed
Said it at the same time
Running on some lost time
Pushing through the headlights

Who you gonna be now?
I be making waves, as I'm reaching for the next sky
Everything, everything, I'm done prayed
She could never see it in the same light
I'mma stay here 'til the sun up
I'mma be here one more night

Ain't breathed out in a couple years
And I'm finna move back to the west side
She gone play like it ain't me
The silence heavy till we catch eye
Need to keep going till I'm back home
Until I start thinking about next time
Next time (Ya)

Thing is, I don't really care that much anymore
Don't swear that much anymore
Don't text back much anymore
I'm just calm, don't really care for anything much
I let it fall, I turn around
It's all behind glass, what's even yours?
She say she mine, I've heard that all before (I used to want it all)

Your words perfectly chosen
You were so closed (I laugh about it now)
You were open to me
Lights off, but it's open
That long call to the trenches (Scared to lose the light when it's fading)
Sky falls and I bench it

I don't really care that much anymore (Now I dance in the darkness)
Don't swear that much anymore (Can't you see me? I'm up)
Don't text back much anymore
I'm just calm, don't really care for (Watch you fade away)
Nothing much, I let it fall
I turn around, it's all behind glass (The fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here)
Watch it fall (What's)
What's even yours? (Minutes from nowhere?)

Yours words perfectly chosen
You were so closed
You were open to me (I)
Lights off, but it's open
That long call to the trenches
The sky falls and I bench it
Sky falls and I bench it

Pushed you away and blamed you
What an easy lie
Zoomed out to the truth
Don't believe what you hear
Walls closing in on this booth