Why Did You Leave Me?

Why did you have to go?
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go?
Because now I feel so alone

You know I hate it when you don't call back
Now just tell me what you call that ya'
I'm not good 'til I fall back sippin' on the hard black
Hit me like a heart attack ya'

And I tried but I failed couldn't stop you from leaving
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading
You play with emotions I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons ya'

And I don't ever wanna fight nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My God used to be in love now you ain't mine

I've been all in my head can't get out of my bed
Overthinking everything think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else and I just chill with my stress ya'

Long nights and the day's cold
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday how my life goes

Now I'm missing them days we would text 'til the morning
We talked about music now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle it's you I'm adoring
A hole in my chest and there is no restoring

Why did you have to go?
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go?
Because now I feel so alone

Ya' and I don't ever wanna restart
I could never re-track 'cause you break hearts
Lost love it was found in the cold dark
See we could never be in touch 'cause you're too far

Ya' you've been wasting my time
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up and I just want piece of mind

I've been all in my head can't get out of my bed
Overthinking everything think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess

So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse