Something Aches (So Much for Memories)

Everything I hate
Is something I love
Everything I break
Is something I touch

Brings an inner ache
I can't get rid of
Stuck up in a craze
With mistakes
That'll eventually become another

Vague
Opaque
Shape
That my eyes
Can't make out

Remember everything
Every memory
Take them out

All I ever wanted was a non-distorted consciousness
Cannot make out all the shapes I see
Is all this wrong?

Wonder if I gave too much of a fuck or nearly none at all
Psychosomatic-reaction
Detachment
All senses numb

Cost likewise was a price too high
Something you can't put no inns on
Smoke that up in your pipe

Mentally corroding
In a state of cerebral cirrhosis
Decomposing
Knowing
The world of mine is eroding

Take this shit out
Out of me
Fix me
Fuck me
Psychologically

I feel the pain
I see your dichotomy
Black and such monotony
Twisted psychology

My mind goes side to side
Realize I'm too fried to stay in the lines
Holding on to nothing
Holding tight
Nevermind the fact
The end came into mind
Nevermind all my wrongs and rights
Despite all those times I've tried
Never thinking right

Cutting me so deep
Smile on my face carved it so I don't seem to feel a thing
Oxygen I need
My lungs
Suffocating on the hate
In the veins pulsating
Say there's something wrong with me
When there's fucking everything wrong with you too

Something aches
As I try to disengage
From this reality
Neurotic plague
Inside my brain
Eating me away
When I decay
All I have to say is
So much for memories



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Palma
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