Ain't Playin' Scared

I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I look into a mirror, I'm holding in my tears
My mind and my spirit, they both in different eras
In my deepest feels
The things I can't kill
I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I look into a mirror, I'm holding in my tears
My mind and my spirit, they both in different eras
In my deepest feels
The things I can't kill
I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I look into a mirror, I'm holding in my tears
My mind and my spirit, they both in different eras
In my deepest feels
The things I can't kill
I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I look into a mirror, I'm holding in my tears
My mind and my spirit, they both in different eras
In my deepest feels
The things I can't kill

I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I ain't playing scared
I ain't playing scared
I ain't playing
I ain't playing
Man I'm really scared

I ain't playing scared, although it might appear
I look into a mirror, I'm holding in my tears
My mind and my spirit, they both in different eras
In my deepest feels
The things I can't kill
Body feel weird, and nothing seem clear
Everything white, got my vision like a deer
Chase away the demons, God and I come in a pair
So much shit that I wish I ain't shared

I can't give no fucks, you can't stop me
I can't give no ducks no bread papi
You would rather watch em headshot me
Used to no help, get that dead often
Used to dream of copping head often
Now I dream to die in a bread coffin
Now my wishes granted, nay problem
Now my wishes gifted, yay Santa
What happened to Fanta, fuck is my childhood
Life is amazing, the fuck is you lying to
I found it hard, to please or surprise you
Nowadays heart in one piece if you died too
This is my therapy, ain't free of charge
If you wasting my time then you wasting my money, my life
I guess my life revolve around cars
Difference 'tween us is that I go so hard
Say one thing, then you switched next minute
Ain't put effort, you the A exhibit
Reached my limit so bitch don't push it
Just lay on your stomach girl I really need a cushion
It's now or never now it's getting intense
This is the part that leaves you in suspense
We've reached the climax, now how it's gon end
Sometimes I just wish that my time would extend
My patience is wearing, as thin as a thread
Reputation or friends, they choose lonely instead
Put on a mask and hope nobody ask
Cuz they know that their actions will wind em up dead
This is that move it or destiny moves you
If it don't move you then life just gon shoot you
Get you some ground or the storm gon remove you
That's when your best friends act like they ain't knew you
Fuck you, screw you, I'm done with, don't need you
Say they see through me, I'm black I'm not see-through
Fakes, they poison, careful what they feed you
And they could break you down, but they could never be you, and they gon
Tell you bout the high, don't do it
Edibles, stay clean, don't try consume it
You know it's bad for you if it get handed with a smile
The prettiest, the realest niggas, trust they really tried
I'm a boulder, can't break through my mindset
I guess that could be a reason I ain't died yet
I guess that could be a reason I ain't fly yet
Ain't sold my soul to make it easy in the sky yet
I really force myself not to cry yeah
Nobody really keep a secret private
And they jumping to conclusions, stay diving
I'm broke so ain't nothing that I'm minding, uh
Love yourself before you make deposits
Self love is our main problem
Nobody to blame cuz we done caused it
Money over hoes so bitch stop it
Money got pace, we racing
I guess that's why they call it paper chasing
I was raised to be patient
But now that part of me has faded
Bitch if you think that Ima chase ya
I got a better chance of getting wasted
Better chance of stealing hearts and leaving traces
Better chance of getting loved by a Caucasian
Re-listen, don't assume that I'm racist
Cuz I would not mind having coloured babies
Pull em to the side, I know that you been aching
Don't front, I know I ain't mistaken, uh
I don't believe in no potion
Girl but your perfume so potent
The animal asleep, lemmie poke it
You dont wanna know me, I told you
Lemmie be the hulk, baby lemmie break em
Lemmie be the animal, a fucking caveman
Lemmie be the other side, spawn of Satan
Lemmie, yeah, lemmie make a statement, uh

I just do magic
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I just do magic
Yeah
Yeah
Godfree Houdini iss lit