I'm Why I Don't Have Friends

All my dreams are down in the gutter
And you'll finally break down
And watch me fucking stutter
All of my words with booze in my breath
Little in the heart, and incentive of death

And at this moment I ain't got a friend
Not you or him or anyone to lend
Their time and care, and love and crap
Well let this be my epitaph

And all of you are starting to see
The pathetic shithole they call me

An asshole without friends
An asshole without feelings
An asshole without money
Or much of anything

And I guess I'll try to face the void alone
But all I do is stay at home
Playing bullshit, crying rivers
All this complaining gives me shivers
I don't need a better body image
I need a better fucking brain
But let's stop that talking
Because it's never fucking happening

Cause nothing ever does
In a world that destroys dreams
A world that people fuck you over just to be mean
And I hate you, and I hate me
And I think I might hate everybody
And that's no way to live
I've lost the will to give
And I think I'm slipping, giving up
There's no one to help me up
On my feet, with a smile and a greet
No, I don't deserve that, that's not me
I guess this is what I'll forever be
A worthless fuckhead with no belief
Yeah, that's me
Just some dude that doesn't like being lonely