L'appel Du Vide

I blame myself for all the things I left unsaid
And all the writing's on the walls I feel that I set myself up for failure but never figured out
This hollow advice
I stopped believing in the words I couldn't finalize
Believe, I can't be there alone again
But I'll just hold myself back
Believe, I can't be there alone again
It's settled I'm settling back into all my old ways
Its better than broken, and sometimes that's all we need

So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again
Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows?
But it won't make a difference
We'll never make a difference

Well I've been thinking of ways to hide, disappear but still be alive
So tell me what you think, was it worth it?
Over and over again and again so will you trace the lines, or will you just pretend?

So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again
Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows?
But it won't make a difference
We'll never make a difference

Just save yourself cause I can't believe
What's left? Left for me?
I never said I never wanted all of this
Let's let the chemicals collide