Anonymous

Took way too much out of me not to be okay
Couldn't keep my head up, staring at my phone for your call
Is anybody listening? A little piece is missing, gone
These feelings went unspoken, but I can hear them now

I've been building fences, trapped myself out
Stare into the mirror, my mind fills with doubt

I'm hurt, I wanted revenge
Wanted to forgive, don't know if I can
Cuz I'm angry as hell, I still get sad
I just wanna feel like myself again

I'm not perfect, but what's wrong with that?
That's boring anyway I'll have it half bad
I tore myself down, the paint ripped right off the walls
Can't make my mind up, faded to black in this monotoned world

I had nowhere to hide, its hard to trust your words
My disguise was weak, came back to life still burnt

I'm hurt, I wanted revenge
Wanted to forgive, don't know if I can
Cuz I'm angry as hell, I still get sad
I just wanna feel like myself again

I lost myself in a broken state, tried my best to laugh
All these things were thrown at me, it was hard to stand
Took advantage of my pain, you felt victorious
Had me backed into a corner, anonymous

But you get up when you can't stand
Cuz you can't stand to be the joker
And you speak up when you're broken
Because these bruises will fade in the end
But you get up when you can't stand
Cuz you can't stand to be the joker
And you speak up when you're broken
Because these bruises will fade in the end