LateNightWalk

I'm walking late at night just to calm my thoughts
I'm gone like the wind and exhaust in lost
I wanna wave a wand no matter how we bond
You jaywalking my mind and it go honk honk
I don't gotta lot going on
At least when making comparisons
I say I'm doing good but I don't know what state I'm in
So when I say it, it's honest but not genuine
I hate my mood swings, that fear brings
So I sink and I sing in islands in silence
With sirens alarming and luring
The verdicts contradict
And it's shit don't trust it
Uh
I don't trust positivity
Or these strangers being kind to me
They'll just lie to me
Ill turn the cheek
A burglary
From motives underneath
Secrets that they keep
And using me to seek
Fuck manipulation
Walk on me you'll burn your feet
When you try to deceive or deceit
It's control alt delete
You're not holding the keys
I'm anxious but I won't freeze
Cuz they teased
Need to breath and release
I'm rhyming through their schemes
They're rioting my dreams
I'm wasting all my talent
Or using too much
So I overthink everything and watch it combust
Every trophy and metal, watch em slowly rust
A good thing will never be what it was
And it's kinda scary cuz
It's kinda scary cuz
I feel like the best
Then I feel like the worst
I have a way with words
Then don't know what to say
So I got no worth
I don't know why I made a sweatshirt
No ones gonna buy that
But I like to think I'm bigger then go by that
Cuz it's the only thing that makes me feel whole
If I don't back up my emotions I'm just an asshole
I don't watch shows cuz it feels unproductive
If I don't answer ima feel the repercussions
But honestly it's really nothing
Cuz it's just for now
But it's still a problem
Cuz I'll come back down
Where I can't sit still and can't calm down
I'm sorry



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Torres
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