Anxious

I get anxious when you look at me
Spot my insecurities
Write me off and then let me down

And the ones that gotta show me love
Try it but it's not enough
Still they keep on coming around

So many eyes keep piercing into my soul
Swear they can see the many secrets I hold
Can't disappoint them see
Want them to trust in me
Put all your trust in me and watch me unfold

Lately I've been distant baby trust me I enjoyed ya
Sorry if you find me somewhere crying in the corner
Singing am I worthy now
Got me screaming am I worthy now

Lately I can't seem to tell my mind to shut the fuck up
Sorry if you find me somewhere laughing in a corner
Singing do you love me now
Got me screaming am I worthy now

I get anxious when you look at me
Why I try so hard to please
When it's just my heart that gets burned
You would think that I had enough
Done with the comparisons
After all the lessons I've learned

At first it's fine until it's not
I'm screaming from the inside out
I hope that on my face I'm fine

No these aren't tears my eyes are wet
How long until you can forget
You ever saw me losing my mind

Lately I've been distant baby trust me I enjoyed ya
Sorry if you find me somewhere crying in the corner
Singing am I worthy now
Got me screaming am I worthy now

Lately I can't seem to tell my mind to shut the fuck up
Sorry if you find me somewhere laughing in the corner
Singing do you love me now
Got me screaming am I worthy now

I get anxious when you look at me
Spot my insecurities
Write me off and then let me down
I get anxious when you look at me
When you look at me
Anxious when you look at me
When you look at me
Anxious when you look at me
When you look at me
When you look at me
When you look at me