Distant & Obscure

I close my eyes and I'm living with the circumstance
That I always give in, never get the chance
To prove my worth
To show that I am living on this Earth
It doesn't matter how hard I try
In the end I am drowning in my own eyes
I am the only one
That can change myself

So now I'm standing here again
And I am running from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

But now I'm blind 'cause the days are way too bright
So I stay awake night after night
Every day I'm so insecure
It seems the world is distant and obscure
But my soul is screaming for more
This could be everything
I find a way to cut me off from these dreams
I am the only one
That can change myself

So now I'm standing here again
And I am running from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

(Far too long, far too long)
(But I give everything that I have)
Now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul
I'll leave this world behind
I do it with another state of mind
Now it's time to go
I'll leave this world

It's time to go, it's time to go
And now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul