This Grieving

The sun never came up today
This is my price to pay
I feel the rain fall down on my face
But none of my sins can be washed away
Full of regret
All that I said
You pulled the trigger
Laid me to waste
I'm in my head
You're in his bed
Going in circles
Copy and Paste
You would get high off my misery
Cold shoulder, so blistering
You and me? Meant to be?
You'll never know know what you meant to me
Everything we could've been
I guess it remains a mystery
All I needed was a friend
But, You know how I can be
I know how you can be
I'm done solving your equations
It's not simple math to me
You love to be so mad at me
You love to leave, come back to me
Watching the time as it passes me
We ended off so tragically
So

One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah
One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah

I believe there was a time
When I thought there was a reason
I know that the sun will rise
But nothing can stop this grieving
Moving along like the tide
Coming and going without meaning
You can never say I didn't try
Any season, at night I'm still freezing

Someone take me to another world
I just don't want to be here anymore
I loved you down to the core
Then you went and closed the door
Ha, my everything and more
It's funny, I trusted you
Had faith in everything you said
What was I supposed to do, just beg?
Pshhh
I gave 'til I had nothing left
You broke me down
Dragged me out
Chewed me up
Spit me out
You're not the same as you were when I met you
People change, no doubt
My craft is my cash cow
Fast lane I can't crash now
How many times have I been stabbed in the back?
God damn, I lost count
So

One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah
One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah

I believe there was a time
When I thought there was a reason
I know that the sun will rise
But nothing can stop this grieving
Moving along like the tide
Coming and going without meaning
You can never say I didn't try
Any season, at night I'm still freezing

I was supposed to do this and that
I was supposed to be strong
I was supposed to hold on to what I loved most
But what I loved most is what I let go
Been on the road, missing home
Reminiscing 'bout the past
I could never forget the way you made me feel
I just wanted that feeling to last
But here I am, all alone
So cold, you left
All I can really do is try my best
Get back up and brush the dirt off my chest
Get the cake so I can pull up and flex
Where were you when they put me on a shelf
Where were you when there was nobody else
Got it on my owns, got it myself
Did it my way, I didn't need no help

Never scared to break through my shell
If you fake, don't wish me well
Lot at stake, lot of those that fell
I gotta lotta haters, oh well
Never scared to break through my shell
If you fake, don't wish me well
Lot at stake, lot of those that fell
I gotta lotta haters, oh well
One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah
One more time for old times sake
Close my eyes, let my mind race
Focus on where I'm going
Slowing down for no one
Gotta keep up the pace
Yeah

I believe there was a time
When I thought there was a reason
I know that the sun will rise
But nothing can stop this grieving
Moving along like the tide
Coming and going without meaning
You can never say I didn't try
Any season, at night I'm still freezing