Head in the Wall

Sometimes, you make me wanna put my
Fucking head through the wall
Sometimes, I wonder if I even
Know you at all

Fall asleep to the sound of your
Old rotating fan
I cut the fuck out of myself
And soaked the bed sheets with blood again

I hold my head underwater
Just to drown out the noise
It's always my fault
Girls will be bitches and boys will be boys

I know I don't need you
But I'm terrified of letting you go
Even after all the times you
Fucked the shit out of me while I was crying, "No"

And how am I supposed to feel good
About myself when everything I do is wrong?
When I'm just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak
And I don't wanna go on?

And I don't wanna leave my house
'Cause I know everybody's staring at me now
"Why the hell am I alive?"
Is what they think, they wanna take me down

And I can't get out, can't run away (run away)
There's no escaping you now (now, there's no escaping you now)
I'm gonna die all alone next to you
In this piece of shit town

And we've been cursed since the start
Jesus didn't want us (and, oh)
And you take all of your sins
Out on my body like everyone else does

Now, shooting up our old school
When we get bored of shooting up
And fuck the cops and fuck God
And fuck this town for ruining us

And they'll put holes in all we own
And in our heads, pumped full of lead
You always told me I could only
Leave you once we're both dead, dead
Sometimes, you make wanna put my
Fucking head through the wall
Sometimes, I wonder if I ever
Even knew you at all