Swimming

Swimming in my thoughts I think ima drown
Lookin for some hope but it's not around
Feel like a failure letting people down
I just wanna make my mama proud

Got me feelin so worthless
Quick somebody tell me what's my Purpose

Self doubt I don't know if ima Win
Tryna find my friends but they blowing in da wind

Crack another bottle just to ease da pain
Lookin for da sun but just feel da rain
My mama disappointed, father feel like da same
pointing at da mirror full of guilt it's only u to blame
Ocean full of thoughts and Im just a sailor
Took some many L's I feel like a failure
Eviction notice at another spot
Roll another L and take another shot
Swear I'm Gettin numb to pain cause I dont think it ever stop
I dont feel alive couldn't tell u if I'm dead or not
Praying every night that I end up in a better spot
Almost pulled da trigger but my conscious
Said u better not
Got too many thoughts up in my head feel like my head'll pop
But I just made my bed so I lay in it until I rott
Self destruction I could feel my soul just breaking
Staring out da window and I'm lookin
Some Motivation

Swimming in my thoughts I think ima drown
Lookin for some hope but it's not around
Feel like a failure letting people down
I just wanna make my mama proud

Got me feelin so worthless
Quick somebody tell me what's my Purpose

Self doubt I don't know if ima Win
Tryna find my friends but they blowing in da wind

Life's tough gotta be strong tho
Be careful where u let ya Mind go
See u up they be leeching for ya shine bro
When u down they be actin like they Blind tho

This a Roller coaster full of Up an downs
U built for it so don't u ever Fumble now
Keep fighting, it only last a couple rounds
Get right back up if u touch da ground

Changed my life when I changed my thinking
cold world but ima make a difference
$ cool but we can't take it wit us, tables turn I seen a lot of scripts flipped

Life hectic u just gotta Manage it
Reading books, by myself how I'm Traveling
Hard work and fun balance it, wat u read eat and watch can really damage u
I
Go hard u only got 1 life
Like Nas all I need is 1 mic
When it's dark just look for da sun light
Take a shot and try to have a fun night

Don't quit don't stop stay prayed up
Hustle smart and make sure u save up
Let em talk We don't let em phase us
Spread love even tho they Haters

Do it big gotta do it major
Stay dropin and im full of Flavor
Rap dead I'm lookin like da Saver
Stay sharp I be like a razor

Swimming in my thoughts I think ima drown
Lookin for some hope but it's not around
Feel like a failure letting people down
I just wanna make my mama proud

Got me feelin so worthless
Quick somebody tell me what's my Purpose

Self doubt I don't know if ima Win
Tryna find my friends but they blowing in da wind



Credits
Writer(s): Yonathan Mussie
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