Visions (feat. Bazille, Gunner Jules & Tone Down)

First things first, I'm on a different mission
My father told me "Slow down" but I never listen
I'm sitting on this airplane, nervous, twitching
Wonder, "If this thing crashes, am I going with it?"
Palm sweat. I don't fear death
I'm just near stress, cause not too many peers left
St John's Wort in the bag, swore this high wore off, I'm mad
This turbulence got me in my bag getting sad
Like "What if Ronni was in these clouds?"
Miss blazing on solid ground
It's all getting to me now
Right now death just ain't allowed
I refuse to let it go like that, I gotta name to flaunt
Ancestors on my back, I gotta take them far
& when I get back home to the rezzes I praise
The times get hard, but i worship them most everyday
So many are slain, so i could never leave them in vein
Prayers up, tobacco down, as I'm burning the sage

Everyday we mask our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)
Everyday we get past our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)

Everyday we mask our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)
Everyday we get past our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)

Riding through this life like it's a roller-coaster
Wanna close my eyes but soldier's not supposed to
Dreams are fading fast, regret is creeping closer
Look inside my soul and fear's got the controller
Scared to lose but I guess losing's not my culture
Co-exist with trauma. Shit is constant torture
Failure stalks my vision like a hungry vulture
So I GPS success, I pray my service holds up
Sit and wonder what's next? 'Cause life's a test
And I always had a fear for those
Watching every Ho rip a whole right through my chest
I think it's time to address all the stress
And fly myself from this nest of anxiety
And stop sharing things on my social stream
'Cause sympathy never solved anything
Get a couple likes and you're left with all your pain
So you wallow in the better times of the past
Living in the past, waiting for the pain pass
Like pouring water in a broken glass hoping that it lasts
Trying to quench the thirst of a heart running too fast
From the lies, I confide deep inside... My soul
Yet I rise, and I rise again. Learn from the fear
Turn my pain into passion

Everyday we mask our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)
Everyday we get past our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)

Everyday we mask our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)
Everyday we get past our F.E.A.R.S. - Yeah
(Vision, Vision, Vision, Vision Vision)

I'm a skipping stone, I'm on my own
I'm coming home. I'm lost but I'm not alone
I've grown and shed everything I've known
I'm in my zone, I'm in my zone

All of my life I've done been impatient
Scared to build a foundation
I've been told get an education
Boy, rap ain't an occupation
In the matrix; ain't no waiting. Too busy in working my late shift
In a rat race, and I hate it. But I'm reaching for new elevations
I so wanna make this change. Gotta find myself, I can't take it
On God I'm a break these chains. This life we live is too sacred
This soul pumping through my veins. It's warrior blood, and it's ancient
Count coup when I find my strength. Under each step I feel the ground shaking
And it's quaking. It's shifting. No stopping me from my mission
No alcohol in my system. I make plays when I'm in position
Listen close, better pay attention. No time for my opposition
Open mind when I make decisions. No blinding me from my vision. Straight up!