Double Trouble

I'm feeling trouble
I'm Seeing double
They make me stumble
Then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today
I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape
I feel like easy prey

Feeling embarrassed in my own home
I just wanna get stoned I'm sinking like a rock
I'm the titanic, I feel the opposite of gigantic
Why do they mock, it's not a practise interview
Gotta get it in quick, like it's family feud
What's with these crazy antics
Feeling fragile I'm an antique
I got value, I'm not pedantic
I just want friends I'm frantic
I've traveled a lot, getting car sick
I don't wanna get shit
But you stick it to me
Like melted tar that stinks
It's like I'm searching a pond full of dead fish
They reek, havoc
It's like I'm trapped while I'm laying in a hammock
Isn't that meant to be relaxing
God damn I was just relapsing
I know like Eminem that flopped
That's not a diss man he's a god
But you've left me gasping
For air, rolling on dead grass
You're such a pain like a million bindi's in my ass
I'm stuck in harsh terrain
It's hell on earth and the devil's to blame
I remember when I thought I had a best-friend
I had a photo of us that I got framed
Then you had to transform into my worst friend
Then the photo got some scarlet stains
Goddamn my fist hurts
Why does my wrist burst
I just had to trust you at first
But you turned out to be my curse
Yeah I just had to trust you at first

Yeah it turned out that you were my curse

I'm feeling trouble
I'm Seeing double
They make me stumble
Then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today

I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape

I feel like easy prey

Like I said before I've gone from home to home,
My family tryna find another place to go,
No matter where I go I feel so alone
How can i let my friendships grow
Now shits blown
Outta proportion, sometimes I wish I was an abortion,
Non existent in the world
Not persistent to try, my brains so fuzzy and whirled,
I just wanna sit and cry
I feel like I wanna use a catapult and hurl
Myself to another land
Cos i wish to someone thought i was a pearl
And they'd search into this closed clam
Yeah they'd find a scared little girl
Not bright little happy woman
None of my qualities are imitable
I look in the mirror not a clear visual
And to the whole world I feel invisible
And I'm super easily dismissible
My family always angry
And they always blaming
They always try contain me
I feel they don't know how to raise me
They always call me lazy
They always drive me crazy
I might have to join Cirque Du Soleil
And juggle with balls that are flaming
Or juggle with blades that'll graze me
I mean really can you blame me?
I'll just tell them all that I wasn't aiming
I could end it all in instant
No one would care if I went missing
I don't wanna have to move again like a piston
And I just hate the school system
But I won't do that I needa think of who it'll impact

my mum and dad, I really must start and think rash
If you're struggling, like finding a needle in a hay stack
Go and get some help asap!

I'm feeling trouble
I'm Seeing double
They make me stumble
Then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today
I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape
I feel like easy prey



Credits
Writer(s): Lachie Muller
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