Fantasy

Why does everyone I love leave
It's often I question
Does anybody love me
Yeah
Does anybody love me
Prolly not
I can't love myself
Try save them but first I gotta save Myself
I don't think it's safe here
I wish that these were fake tears
Wish I could erase how I feel
So I wouldn't have to feel fear
Why are dreams a nightmare
I just wanna fight fair
A fair fight
Sorry it's a late night
I ain't been to sleep lately
You been in my dreams lately
I feel like I'm going crazy
I ain't been myself lately
But maybe that's not true
I feel more together when I'm in the Booth
The weight is like a feather if I tell The truth
Find the strength to say it
Is it really true
Do I really need you
She just used the key to
Cut me open so I bleed to
You won't get a re do
Why'd it have to be you
It wasn't worth it
No we don't deserve it
I hate to admit that I'm not a perfect Person
So I pull the curtains
And hide my face
I could prolly find peace
But not today
I can't seem to break free
From all these chains
l scream and I can't think
No more room in the closet so I find A sink
And place some more skeletons Underneath
Gotta bury all the evidence
So it's never seen
But I know it's pretty evident
You ever tried to hide an elephant
All your efforts just irrelevant
I appreciate the sentiment
I really do

I've been alone for so long
Cause this Fantasy is no home
Could give up these dreams and go home
Cause this fantasy is no home
It's no home, it's no home
Could give up these dreams and go home
And go home
Cause this fantasy is no home
It's no

You gave me hope
Then you took it away from me
Try to delay the freeze
Hearts turning the colder
The older I get
Used to be friendly
Now I never give
My time out to no one
These people resent
Me for what I am
Is life a gift
Cause I'm never present
My mind it just splits
Dreams from reality
Hoping you proud of me
What do they want from me
All I can give
Is never enough for them
Tired of suffering
I've been accustomed to being alone
Don't knock on my doors
Please just leave me alone
Leave me alone
Please don't leave me alone
I need you here
But want you away from me
I just want peace
But there's anger replacing it
Won't keep explaining it
Please listen clear
Something keeps draining me
Don't know the cause of this
Try to stay positive
Negative thoughts they just won't Seem to go
Sometimes I regret that I walk on
This road
Talk to myself as I sit alone
Surrounded by people just me and My songs
Rapping in public
I look like a dummy
My eyes they stayed covered
I keep my hat low
That resembles my feelings
There's things I hold on to
Why can't I let go
I ain't mean to hurt you
I guess now I know
You gotta water your heart if you Want it grow
If you want it to grow
I guess now I know
If you never ask
Then you'll never know
Yeah you'll never know

I've been alone for so long
Cause this Fantasy is no home
Could give up these dreams and go home
Cause this fantasy is no home
It's no home, it's no home
Could give up these dreams and go home
Go home
Cause this fantasy is no home
It's no