Like Nicki

Dear God, I am only what you made me
And I appreciate everything that you gave me
But like, I don't wanna do it more
Sorta lost sight of what I'm doing it for
Thought that I was doing something good for the game
Til they all started throwing dirt on my name (Ooh)
Throwing dirt on my name
Til they all started throwing dirt on my name
(Yo)
My mind is blank
I keep hearing these voices
Telling me to say fuck it
I'm just try stay focused
I'm tryna stay moving if I sit down and relax
Reality and guilt come running back (Aye)
I get high to zone out from the bullshit
I don't know how many times I told myself I just can't do this
Feeling like I'm spinning, ready to call it quits
Life keep shooting shots and I'm hoping that she miss
My soul's screaming out like
"Please let me breathe
I'm apart of you
You can't do this to me
Please don't give up we're supposed to be a team" (Yea)
I just wanna live my dreams but life ain't what it seems (Nah)
Who can I run to? like I'm tryna Xscape
They say life is a lesson so learn from your mistakes
Or those mistakes will turn into karma
That'll skip you then go to your daughters

Ayo I'm feeling like Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away no one to come with me
Feeling like I'm lost in this shitty ass city

Man I'm feeling like Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away no one to come with me.
Feeling like I'm lost in this shitty ass city

Man life is just a game
You're either winning or your losing
But shit now a days you got to post it just to prove it
I'm the type to show you what I want you to see
I ain't late I'm right on time at where God want me to be
All that hate is out of line just obstacles and debris
Yo I don't got time for the fake (Aye)
You only live once that's what they say
But you only die once your living everyday
Speak that shit into existence
Grind and then go get it
I'm so fucking close to this shit man I can feel it
And if you doubted me continue to mind your business
Don't act like you were down nigga please get out your feelings
You wasn't there when the booth was in the closet
Just being honest
When I was doing this shit for non-profit
Now they playing my music cause my name popping (Ooh)
I'll body any beat lay it out inside the coffin

Man I'm feeling like Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away no one to come with me
Feeling like I'm lost in this shitty ass city

Said I'm feeling like I'm Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away no one to come with me
Feeling like I'm lost in this shitty ass city

Said I'm feeling like I'm Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away no one to come with me
Feeling like I'm lost in this shitty ass city

Said I'm feeling like I'm Nicki
Can Anybody Hear Me?
I been facing blunts taking bottles to the kidneys
I just want to run away
I just want to run away
I just want to run away
Run away