Lou

I don't know what i've done wrong
I just know that I want you
You

The thought of you is amazing
I wish you could've been here
Crazy thing is you were
But you would only reappear
When you needed something from me
I just don't think that was right
I wanted you in my life
I wish you could've been by my side
When papa passed away i got a tattoo in remeberance
You were mad
So mad
But you failed to see how much he meant to me
Hey Shawn, come take my garbage to the dumpster
Help me work on the jeep
Tell me when you last seen your mother
All you care about is yourself
I guess i got that from you
I hate the fact you weren't here man
It would've been so cool
I needed you to show me so much about this life
What do I do
I guess i learn from my mistakes as if i never had a clue
We'd moved away
And Popu took me underneath his wing
He'd Gave me my first car
And taught me everything
Sat in the garage working on it every single day
A bond with him that was so special
But that should've been your place
You'd stayed in Miami
But I guess it'd gotten kind of lonely
So you moved up and stayed with us
But it's like you'd barely knew me
The only time you talked to me
Was when you wanted to get your mail
I hated going home every day
You made it a living hell
I haven't talked to you in forever
A little over a year
Holidays are coming up
I don't think that you'd be here
I can't say it's all your fault
Because i ignore every call
I don't reply to your text
I just don't know where I would start
I don't know what'll happen if i tell you how i feel
Would you try to change at all
Or is it not that big of a deal
Just brush me off again until you need me
I'm used to it
Tiffany told me i have too big of a heart for the people who don't deserve it
Time after time after time and time again
You've let me down
Approaching me as a friend
Until you've got what you wanted
Then you go build up your wall
But i'm done trying to climb it
That thing's getting way too tall

I don't know what i've done wrong
I just know that I want you
I don't know what i've done wrong
I just know that I want you
You

Every day that passes by
I just think that it's too late
Why try and build a relationship
When in the end it's a mistake
I sit and think sometimes
All the memories we could've made
You're my father
And I'm your son
I know that we can relate
Have you accepted the fact that it's not right
So you just stay away
What's going on in your head when you see the signs on the highway
You know exactly where we live
But hey i guess it goes both ways
I just want to thank you for all you've done for me today
Built me up to be the man that i never expected to be
I built a wall just like you
The bricks are all a piece of me
That i never give to someone else
A side they'll never see
Stripped away a child hood
I mean Sometimes it gets to me
I'm numb to it all
Numb to the comfort i get from others
Numb to the sweetness that i never got from my mother
I just hope that i'm not numb when god forbid you pass away
I want you to know i love you and i mean that in every way



Credits
Writer(s): Shawn Conboy
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