Stay Conscious

You gotta always watch your back
Never know who will run up on you in the pitch black
But surely for only one thing and that's to attack
All these people do is disturb
Says a bunch of words
That really only leave you hurt
You gotta stay conscious
Don't believe in the nonsense
Always on the fence
Always discontent
But I'm always in the present
Even when things get tense
That can always be a nuisance
All I do is meditate
When my days feel grey
Anxiety creeping up slowing
I gotta put it in its place
But some days I go through devastation
I don't feel like myself
I feel out of placement
Heart racing
Mind pacing back and forth
From 1 to 18 man that does feel short
But it's been so long
It's really so insane
Major changes
Never staying the same
This vision of living
Stays persistent in my brain
But there's no way to tame It
These thoughts and memories cloud my mind

I swear I'm not a maniac
So many people sleeping on themselves
Im so woke Im basically an insomniac
Even with no sleep I'll keep chasing my dreams
I hope my music gets seen
It's my form of therapy
It keeps me happy
It keeps me sane
Smiling all around
Feeling proud
Dropped a fucking album this year that shit is wild
Set your mind on something
And keep at it like an addict
It's all about persistence
Feels like I gotta fight for my existence
Been thinking about it for a minute as I get older
But the more I think about it
It seems to get slower
People tryna read my face
But they say this life's a game so I play it like it's poker
People push my buttons
But bitch Im no controller
I hope for the best even if it's a wreck
But all I gotta do when I wanna rest
All I gotta do when I wanna rest
Is just kick back and pick up a pen
Yeah kick back and pick up a pen