Confused

I've got these arrowheads hanging up on my wall
I wish i understood the significance of it all
My mother told me that my great, great, great, great grandmother
Pulled them out of some creek-bed in Wyoming

I've been crying, pissing, moaning, and screaming
Punching holes in the ceiling
Booze fueled confusion
Has made me lose track of who I am

I've got these back pains that never seem to go away
They just stay and get worse, get better
I'd like to think it's something in my blood
That way I can blame my family for this too

I've been crying, pissing, moaning, and screaming
Punching holes in the ceiling
Booze fueled confusion
Has made me lose track of who I am
of who I am

I once heard a story about a stupid fucking man
He never learned how to care for any of his friends
That left him so alone
That left him so damn cold

The way the story goes is,
He stole from everyone around him
Made them feel like shit
Made them want to quit
That left him so alone
That left him so damn cold

I've been crying, pissing, moaning, and screaming
Punching holes in the ceiling
Booze fueled confusion
Has made me lose track of who I am
Of who I am