Never Moving On

Yeah, I don't know what you want me to say
It's like one word is another, your face is stuck inside my brain, and then I'll faint
Passed out in a bathtub, said that ain't what you mean and make me feel like I can't Love, I can't be loved
You made your point now you should leave, put me on life support, sobbing so hard that I can't breathe, I'm on my knees
Father how could you let this happen, the day after she left, with a new guy, a shady caption, they're all the same
One day I'm happy as shit, and the next, I'm gone jump in front of a train, going insane
And it sucks because no matter what I do, with out you girl, it's not the same

Yeah it'll never be the same

Carried your so called love, it became more of a burden
And when I hit your line, left me on read, I closed the curtain
You meant so damn much to me, I couldn't break your heart in person
Thought I finally caught the big fish and I ain't talking about no sturgeon

I believe in God, but I hate the church
'Cause they claim they about love, but they really spreading hurt
I mean shout out Pastor Harold, that man he does it best
But the others in the business bring the pain straight our your chest
I mean enforcement to beliefs, father God, I'm on my knees
Grow roots inside my soul and build peace inside of me

I mean other than you girl, outside of all these thugs
You left me with three options, either love, sex, or drugs
Was all pure for a minute, then this girl she let me finish
Broke my heart, oh no you didn't, say I can't rap just 'cause my pigment
I mean, I feel a little guilty with the way I make you feel
But we made a bet girl you broke your end on the deal
All I ever wanted, was just for you to be honest
But you fucked around and hoed and I'm not talking bout last August
Yeah every time I think about them wanna cut my wrists
You got me choked up at the mic, and now I've got a lisp

So this is where I say goodbye
Can't sleep at night, too numb to cry
You won't pick up, you mad at me?
Or maybe you just fell asleep
I thought you was all mine for keeps
We started fighting, cry to sleep
I dread our fights they're all my fault
Two blades were at my wrists, you called

Yeah you called, and you might've saved my life

I wish baby that you could see, the truth I say and honestly, how beautiful you are, and Girl how much you mean to me
You always like, "I wanna cut," then you call yourself a slut
Four months straight you got no peace, don't act like it's because of me
It's all my fault, I know I'm wrong
Girl 'cause of you I wrote this song
I do this baby just for you
Just wanna hear I love you too (I love you too)

These girls be like I love you too then go and fuck another dude
Now guess I've got a watch for girls, damn shordy, now I'm not your world
You said I was, I'm not enough, you know I see it when we love
You thinking about other guys, middle of making out, I cried