I'm Not the Old Me

Shadow
Why do you make it so?
I thought I'd dealt with you
When this broken heart was blue
If you say so
There's still much work to do
If you want me dead, then I'll die
To try and find my truth
To try and find you
To love this heart turned blue

Woman
You've made a man of me
You're in my mind
When I didn't want to think
I love you so
But there's still much work to do
You can't love me now, so I'll stay
To try and find my roots
I'll burn up in your blaze
To choose this ashen place

I needed earthquakes
To learn I had to shake
I have been too proud
To speak my truth out loud
I needed heartbreak
To teach a blue heart how

I'm confessin'
I tried to love the wind
She whispered in my ear
You're worth my love my dear
Then she left
Didn't know she'd gone for good
So I held on to those words 'til I learned
The wind will feed those flames
If I try to love again
By holding on to change

I needed earthquakes
To learn I had to shake
I have been too proud
To be strong in your doubts
I needed heartbreak
To know my time and place
I'll stand on broken ground
Until this blue heart's found

It's not the old me
Why won't you show me
I'm not the only one
Feeling lonely?
It's not my story
I said I'm sorry
I'm not the old me
I love you, Colby