Crucified

I've been writing verses I don't write them quick
Going through depression so obsession please get of my dick
Never learn my lesson I've been stressing I could smoke a brick
Try to talk to GOD
On my knee like Kaepernick
KOD was in rotation Henny I stay overdosed
Drinking out the bottle all this cognac got me comatosed
How to take the pain away I wish that I could just go ghost
Yea I'm slightly throwed need help I push the ones I love the most
I don't got no time to boast
I drive slow
I'll kill you if you cross me and I'm just letting you know
There so much self doubt but deep down know it I'll blow
I'm only in my twenties I still got some time to grow
But I get

Crucified
No matter what yeah I get crucified
Know if I fail then I get crucified
But if I win I still get crucified
I chase my dreams then I get crucified
I give that up then I get crucified
I speak some facts then I get crucified
Lie on my name hope you prepared to die

See I don't think nobody understands
Yeah I mess up to they look to me like I'm a perfect man
Shit blown up right in my face I feel just like the Taliban
Pussy been a problem streatch it out just like a rubber band
Rubber band around a stack
All about that money now
Know some sell they soul for that
No joke nothing funny now
Locked up in then country buildings singing all then county blues
Just another number in the system over simple rules
I want y'all to feel the pain I'll sing it with not auto tune
Trapped inside the belly of the beast and I can't make no room
Flower in the pavement give it time and one day it may bloom
This tide always got me under I get pulled in with the moon

Crucified
No matter what yeah I get crucified
Know if I fail then I get crucified
But if I win I still get crucified
I chase my dreams then I get crucified
I give that up then I get crucified
I speak some facts then I get crucified
Lie on my name hope you prepared to die

Run it up
Run it
Run it up

Yeah
Run it up run it up when I came through
Fucking up all the time know it pains you
All the mud in my cup I remain cool
I done been through a lot so you can't fool
I was all about cash so I made moves
But I'm stuck in my ways so I can't move
Say a lot under breath I can hear you
I don't lie on a verse I can feel you
One fear was the cops gonna hit em up
I been running all my life ain't no giving up
Say you only live once I'mma live it up
Paranoid all the time I'm a sitting duck
So I never okay around I don't press my luck
A rock and ha hard place so I'm feeling stuck
What I seen people do for a couple bucks
Innocence been gone yeah I seen enough



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Writer(s): Nirobi Spruill
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