Misunderstood

Yeah, I'm for real
And that's that soldier shit, you know what I'm saying
(D. Major, baby)
You know what I'm saying, Rod Wave
Sometimes, think about that shit

Ah, now this one for the pain that I felt over the years (word up?)
This shit ain't been the same ever since a nigga was lil'
Been too much on my brain, make me wanna shed a tear
I be tripping, reminiscing, but I'm thankful I'm still here
And I'm so misunderstood, this that real soldier shit
I never thought I'll see the day where I could go legit
I was just on the stroll with my cuzzo tryna flip
Sell a O in 30 minutes, he said, "You need more than this 'cause we swangin'"

Better have your fire, I got my fire, this shit get dangerous
I won't tell no lie before I die, I'll go out banging
Just tryna survive, but this the life of a gangster (gangster)
It be hard to believe that I made it this far
Made it when it was raining, boy, that shit there left me scarred
Often reminiscing 'bout Deja, that shit hurt me to my heart
Blood drove my auntie crazy 'cause she died right in her arms
And I made it to the funeral, but wishing that I didn't
I been dreaming about that casket ever since I seen her in it

I ain't tryna see no casket, I ain't tryna see no sentence
My bitch don't understand me and my family in they feelings
They say I might win a Grammy, fuck a Grammy, I need a million
It hurt me that I hurt you, can't believe the way I did you
I really thought that we'd be married, move away and have some children
And I can't even explain it, that shit be crazy

And I'm so misunderstood
If I could, then I would
But I don't get it, I admit it
Pain that I'm feeling, make me wanna cry sometimes, oh, oh
It make me wanna cry sometimes, yeah, uh

And I'm so misunderstood
If I could then I would
But I don't get it, I admit it while reminiscing
It make me cry sometimes, oh, oh
Lord knows I cry sometimes
Uh, uh, yeah, ooh

That real soldier shit though, you know that-that
That pain shit don't go nowhere like you know what I'm saying
That part be temporary, but it still be hard
But sometimes I be in my feelings about this shit (okay)
I'm forever a soldier, that soldier life, you know I'm saying
Thug to the bone, you know I'm saying



Credits
Writer(s): Tione Dalyan Merritt, Thomas Horton, Darvin Barthellemy
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