Mental

I keep my pain inside but I'll let it talk to you
These n talking crazy imma have to walk through them
Ian playing wit no n or no b imma do it
Ain't cared bout a age or gender imma do it

These n say they here for me I know they all lies
I never paid them mind I just go about my life
That s sound good for the gram, where was you in grind time?
N rather let you get s on in primetime
I know my girl a real one, and she mine
But my trust is f up I think she trying to waste my time
I'm heavy hearted 24, but I'll tell you I'm fine
I think that's the biggest lie that's controlling my life
She say she want sum kids, baby I'll give that a strike
Why would I have sum lil n in this world just to die?
Joansworld made a n have to open up his eyes
I peep these n faking and they envy in disguise

I know my girl here for me I still feel alone
Everyday I wake in somebody else home
I feel like I need to go away, and not come back
I call it a great escape but it's gonna ever last
Reminiscing on my old h in the past
Racing against myself and I still ended up in last
Sitting on my a I wish would've went to class
I told mama I'll tighten up when I finally meet my dad

This thing we call life it's a blessing and a curse
Being broke in this day in age it really hurt
Feel the urge to lay a nigga down or snatch a purse
I prayed for the better days it only got worse

Living how I do it's still some s I need to learn
Shrugging these n off when they fake like they concerned
N tried to shit on me he couldn't wait his turn
I want that s in blood lil n it's what you earned

Let the lord just don't forsake me
Baby you cannot replace me
Baby get off on my mental
Get off on my mental