Tired

I'm tired of working this job I hate (I hate it)
I just wanna run in and rob the place
My mindful state has been littered with crushed dreams (Dreams)
Confidence was stripped
And I figured it was me who was the failure (Real talk)
And my patience running thin I'ma tell ya
It's like I gotta fight for every single fucking inch I get
When I rap, everybody just insist I spit flames
But every time I post, I just get silence
Dang, my homie said it's "timing" (Yeah right)
I think it's obvious that I should quit trying (Yeah I might)
'Cause dammit my hands hurting
From writing these damn verses
Hoping to cast away all these demons I am cursed with
Or maybe I should throw in the towel
I hear the fat lady sing and I notice the sound
Alone in the wild
Why ain't nobody holding me down?
I feel alone
Think I'm buried alive and no one knows
Can't take the heat
Then keep away from the stove
Been burnt so much that I can't feel no more
Heart broke so much that it won't heal no more
Feel like God sealed the door shut on all my blessings
Is it fate?
Or is it just God testing?
There's never any answers to these fucking hard questions
Only trials and tribulations
Hoping you will making
Happy endings isn't guaranteed
That's what they not say
But

Is this everything I want?
Is it everything I need?
It's always what I wanted
But I don't have a clue
What I'm 'posed to do?
I just gotta choose
Should I leave and live a lie?
Or should I stay and tell the truth?

Have you ever worked hard on a craft?
But when you do the math
Shit never adds up
'Cause how can you be last?
All of that work for nothing
You feel like a stupid ass
You feel like you surpassed
By all of these goofy asses
Wake up and do the dash
And set your aim for greatness
To pursue the path's a lonely game
I'm saying
Nobody understand the pain that you contain
For every setback, there's a thing that you can gain

But I've been overworking my brain
I feel insane
My dreams been out of range
My rage is on a page
My pain been on display
I pray but nothing change
Still believe I'll make it
This faith is something strange
I'ma do what they didn't do
This is for individuals
Getting through similar predicaments
As what I'm getting through
And if you say that I ain't shit then I'll embrace it
'Cause If I ain't shit, then I can never be complacent

Is this everything I want?
Is it everything I need?
It's always what I wanted
But I don't have a clue
What I'm 'posed to do?
I just gotta choose
Should I leave and live a lie?
Or should I stay and tell the truth?

Yeah
Look
Whoa
Yeah
Alright
Check this out
Look

Happiness begins when anxiety ends
Will I ever win and be the guy?
It depends
Spend a lot of time alone
Only ride with the pen
I ain't even leave a note to say goodbye to my friends
I'm Ghost
Hi, where you been?
Came for the throne
They will not let me in
Little do they know
That I'm hopping the fence
Ain't a way?
You make a way, 'cause you gotta get in
You gotta get in
Yeah, you gotta get in
You gotta get in
Ain't a way?
You make a way, 'cause you gotta get in
I'm hopping the fence
Sixth man
Hot from the bench
Oculus Rift my vision
Switch hands
Got the assist
It's not about me
or 'bout getting rich
It's bout what you build for real
But i really doubt it'll stick (Shit)