My Heart

We are gathered here today
To mourn the loss of a dream that is gone far far too soon

I'm in a dark place again, slamming fists on the table
Crying till I can't breathe
Feeling stuck in my head, while my body is able
I'm trapped in bad dream
And my friends don't have words for me
But really, how could they?
Each day's starting to blur
Working for debts that I can't pay

My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
My soul's lost all its shine
I've been killing my dreams, and who I could be
Operator let me off this ride
So I'll hide my fears and carry on
Despite the curse I bear
Oh my heart
My heart
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there

Stuck in a hole again, by now should know better
What's the cost of doing what you love?
Oh I want to grow old beyond these walls
Escape to someplace I can run
And I don't want to die young but this yarns been tearing
My rope's been wearing pretty thin
Tell me mother, is this all there is?
Is this all there is?

My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
My soul's lost all its shine
I've been killing my dreams, and who I could be
Operator let me off this ride
So I'll hide my fears and carry on
Despite the curse I bear
Oh my heart
My heart
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there

Oh
Left alone to my own devices
Will I rise or will I fall?
And oh
I'm on the edge of another crisis
Will you be there for me when I call?

My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there

So in this time of darkness
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
Remember that sometimes the easiest way out is through
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
And if you're looking for the light inside of you
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there
Start by looking in the shadows
My heart isn't dark but it's getting there



Credits
Writer(s): Jameson Lyon
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