20/20

Dear lord
Forgive me

Yah Yah Yah

Running from my past trying not to trip, not to slip
Addicted to the game chasing paper that was not legit
Went days in the same clothes like my stylist quit
Momma think im in the lab, i was till i hit the strip
Buzzed off of something else, wasn't off no bickering
Did my dirt all by my lonely, wasn't off no witnesses
Dipping in the alley in all black, couldn't see the kid
Splitting for i had to shoot, till the day i really did
Shawty tried to hold me down but i aint know how to treat that
She use to rub my back when i bagged up for the tree set
Shoulda used a condom even though i never squeezed in
Later she had a son i bug every time i see them
Cause every time i see him, i swear i see resemblance
But she said another fella got her pregnant i aint press it
Stressing all crazy tried to numb my brain
Started sippin treating lean like it was Novocain
Yah

If the good die young lord
Why im praying i can live long
I made a whole lot of mistakes lord
I just hope you can forgive um all
I can see clearly now

Got jumped with my homie and he ran on me
So i stopped kicking it with him and let his girl blow me
Eye for an eye thats what the world showed me
Was done wrong so many times i felt the world owed me
Boy was i wrong the world aint give me nothing
I aint had a good relationship since
I seen how devious these chicks is
They'll do you grimy if you push the wrong buttons
I use to think that I could only trust my cousins
Till a couple of um turned they back on me
I parked up at they crib with the strap on me
Call me soft but my heart wouldn't let me do it
I couldn't see the fam knowing that i pulled it
I think i blew it down all the way home
Stressing all crazy tried to numb my brain
Started sippin man the lean was like Novocain

If the good die young lord
Why im praying i can live long
I made a whole lot of mistakes lord
I just hope you can forgive um all
I can see clearly now

Messed up so many times think i lost count
Man i prolly burned a couple million down
The voices still try to take control of me
I know the angels got me cause i'm still around
I try to pray every night before i sleep
Im just tryna make better decisions now
I aint tryna fall victim to the streets
Momma counting on me i cant let her down

If the good die young lord
Why im praying i can live long
I made a whole lot of mistakes lord
I just hope you can forgive um all
I can see clearly now

I can see clearly now

Yah



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Writer(s): Jerome Sye
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