Insomnia

These pills are meant to help me sleep but all they do is keep me wide awake
Wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask and
It is all so fake
So fake
You know what the funny thing is
Is that all my friends think that I'm really really happy
But I'm not happy
I'm not
I try to be
And I'll put on a smile for her and for everyone around me but
You don't really know what goes on behind this
No one does
You know

I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah
I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah

I miss use your body
I miss use your body
I miss treat my body
Don't care about no body
No body
I go to the party
I go to it yeah
Put on a fake smile
That's how I chose to care
But I don't care

I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah
I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah

Angry all the time
I wonder why
I drink this wine
My life's a lie
My shadow self
She's so uptight
She don't get things right
She don't see the light
I'm breaking down
Don't wanna cry
She wants to fly
I wanna die
I'm breaking down
Don't wanna cry
She wants to fly
I wanna die

I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah
I take one or two pills
When I wake up
Cos I don't really even care
If I wake up
Nah nah nah

This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask and
It is all so fake
So fake



Credits
Writer(s): Tamara Buckley
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