Rainy Day

The day is feeling heavy
And the sky is grey,
Should I do something,or should I stay?
I try to call someone,
But no one is there.
So, in the end, to the window i stare

My mood is stuck in this channel
And my remote is nowhere
With no options i try to doze off
Passing through another day

Nothing to do
My boredom grew
Nothing to say
For me, a normal rainy day
Just when it pours
To everyone i can fool
Because what they see
It's not what i really feel

I'm trying to walk over this
But i start to feel down
No one will save me from me to drown
What am i going to miss?
I'll just lie down
The ceiling fan just turns around

The random things
My mind is giving
Most will pass behind my head
But what i feel
Is unforgiving
And a tear on the floor i shed

Nothing to do
My boredom grew
Nothing to say
For me, a normal rainy day
When i go outside
The umbrella i grab
Hides my teary eyes
For me not to hurt my pride

When there's a lot of people,
The lonelier i get.
It's selfish but
It's been like this as of yet
I've been trying to get by
But instead, i said goodbye
To all the ones who were beside me
But they left now.